"It's okay."

Sometimes I lack the motivation I need to carry on throughout the day. It's not the depressive kind of lack of motivation. Because I really could go on. But it's the tears stinging my eyes, I'm so tired, I wish I didn't have to do all this homework, I'm never going to find an engagement outfit or skirts for my bridesmaids lack of motivation. And that lack of motivation slays me a little bit. I shut down. I clench my jaw and I fight back tears. And I feel so so SO silly, you guys. I feel so terrible. I feel so ungrateful and lazy and stupid. But then. There he is. Tyler. There he is saying, "I'm so proud of you Dani" and my favorite..."It's okay." It's okay Dani because everyone has those days. It's okay Dani because I love you. It's okay Dani because it's not as bad as it looks. It's okay Dani because everything will work out. Shhh...it's okay. And it's the most comforting thing because he's not telling me to be happy or to realize that people have it much worse...although those are good things and they are true, but he's mourning with me he's trying to feel what I feel. He's letting me cry for those brief moments until I can feel that relief that motivation again. So it's okay, my friends. It really is.